Thursday, April 25, 2013

The worst day of my life

Salam,

Alhamdulillah, hari ni masih di sini dan menikmati keindahan dan kenikmatan kehidupan di dunia. One of them is 'jagung'. As i am currently enjoying my tea time with a cup of corn. Marveles!!! Sebenarnya dah beberapa hari cuba nak update blog ni, tapi it is quite impossible to update thru my phone tho, but today i am able to, fortunately. Hahaha. Ni tak lain x bukan mesti ada masalah kan.. Biasalah kehidupan, tak lari drpd masalah. So striaght to the point, untuk sebulan di sini, i felt great, but when time passing by, unfortunately the feeling is not there anymore. Perasaan lain yang timbul. Aduii, its beyond my control dah. Dah nak terasa mcm tu nak buat mcm mana kan. Masalah, yang beza nya mcm mana kita cope dengan masalah itu. Dan malangnya sekali lagi, aku tidak beberapa kuat kali ni utk menghadapi dugaan ini. The only way i have in mind at the moment is quitting. Find the others and enjoying again my life. Currently im not. Coming here, it was like the end of the world and i am counting every single seconds and minutes to come home tho. Ahahaha never experienced like this before. Its not a good thing tho but nak buat mcm mana dah itu perasaan yang timbul. Hahaha however, im still believe in my self and trying my best to think positive as much as i can especially you are not that positive in life. Haha thats me! Bahu ni sakit jer mrmanjang.. Stress kot. Ok lah, time off nak kena masuk dah settlekan kerja yang aku tinggalkan. Da mcm buruh pun ada... Huhu ciao