My friends (1)

Salam,

Akhirnya, setelah lama aku meninggalkan blog aku ni dihujani dengan habuk-habuk, akhirnya (dalam sejarah) aku membersihkan habuk-habuk yang setia menjadi penghuni blog aku ni. Tapi tak boleh membersih sebersih-bersihnya. Bukan apa, bila nak update tu, idea tengah tak ada. Tak per lar, update jer dari tak. Huh! Mana idea?? Datang lah wahai idea (dengan gaya ahli nujum hehe).

Berakhirnya sudah title sebagai STUDENT.

Kelmarin bersamaan dengan 26.4.2010, dengan rasminya, kehidupan aku sebagai seorang pelajar yang perlu untuk hadir ke kelas telah pun tamat. Lepas ni, tak perlu lagi aku bangun pagi kena ke kelas (tak tahu lagi lar). Tapi so fa, tamat lah sudah.. Sedihnya.. bukan sebab sedih dah habis kelas.. sebab dah tak dapat jumpa kawan-kawan selama 3 tahun kat sini. Entah lah, kenapa aku jadi emosional sikit kali nie. Maybe aku merasakan yang my life as a student dah pun berakhir. So kemungkinan besar aku tak lagi jumpa dengan diorang semua. Ish sedih-sedih.. even during writing this, deep inside, i feel very sad.. there's no word can describe how i felt at the moment. Dah aku rasakan yang aku tak mampu untuk tulis banyak malam ni. Hahaha i need sometime to very feel like writing. At the moment, dont think so. But, right now, what do i have in mind is, just wanna show my appreciation for those along with me for this 3 amazing years. Syafiq, Ajai aka Alien, Ming, Adik, Remy, Faizal, dan Daus. (This time only for guys though) hehe girl jangan marah ea... (wah nak menitis air mata aku.. sedihnya.. lucky i'm a man!).

Syafiq.

There is nothing i can say. Just THANK YOU SO MUCH for everything. I know this friendship is never end, but to be really apart (cewah) sometimes its hard though. So many year we've been friend and no one and others like you though (bangga lar sikit hahahahaha). 7 to 8 years is not singkat. Its been very long.. kalau dah kahwin, dapat anak berapa dah.. entah-entah tiga (tapi sapa nak kawen dengan ko) hahaha banyak kenangan manis dan pahit yang kita lalui bersama. Terlalu banyak rasanya. Hujan tetap akan ada panas. Begitu juga dengan persahatan kita. Mungkin kita ni sedikit matang dalam mengatasi semua yang berlaku. Entah lah, malam ni memang aku tak ada idea nak dedicate apa kat ko.. nanti lar aku buat post yang dedikasi untuk semua balik.. but this is time its special for guys though. Rahsia yang kita simpan bersama biarlah ianya tetap rahsia. Kalau ada lar. kalau tak ada pun tak apa.. simpan jer lar. Biar kita jer yang tau. :) hehehe Again, thanks 4 everything. Jangan lupa daku dalam doamu.. :) hehehe Aku rasa terima kasih aku x cukup hanya pada sebutan dan tulisan. Just, feel that i'm really into it.

Ajai aka Alien

What more can i say.. alien tetap alien... hahahaha kidding!!! Tapi betulkan? You are the most 'pelik' friends of mine though. Hahaha hakikat Ajai... but being friend to you brings a lot to me.. and all of you guys! You all means a lot to me. Ajai.. ajai.. apa yang boleh aku katakan tentang Ajai.. entah lah.. he's one of my closes friends of 7 to 8 years also. I've been knowing him since he was attack by a fever (really bad though) during our study in KMK. Maybe before, but that time, aku lebih rapat dengan HIS BEST FRIEND, no one but DIEN@NEIDY. Dan aku rasa, kita pun asyik bergaduh jer kan? bukan gaduh apa, mulut.. mulut ko leh tahan juga Ajai... sama dengan aku juga lar. Hahaha biasa lar.. Asam garam, sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit.. eh lupa nak tambah, ulat dalam batu pun leh cari makan.. persoalan dia ada ulat ke dalam batu??? Jawab Ajai.. tu yang menunjukkan ko ni Pelik hahahaha again ha gurau jer. Satu jer nasihat aku my man... try to be more like you are suppose to be. Dunia penuh dengan pancaroba. Kalau ko tak mampu nak menghadapinya, habislah. But i believe in you. There is something inside yang perlu di keluarkan. Jangan sembunyi lama-lama. nanti susah. Hehehe But apa-apa pun, all the best.. bangga kan family ko dan juga kawan-kawan ko nie Ajai.. (tiba-tiba sedih pulak) nak wat cam mana, Ajai tak grade sekali dengan kitaorang.. sedihnya. Jangan extend lama-lama ea!

Ming aka D Man!

Although we just knew each other during our study in here, being friends with you is something that i really appreciate it. You are totally different from others. Of coz, we are from different race and culture, but the truth is you are just like me and us. There is nothing different about me, you, and others. For the first time i know you, i kind a like thought you are very protective, caring (kot hahaha) and home sick boy. Hahaha thats the first time though. And till now, you are still home sick boy. Hahaha kidding. And you still the same. Of coz, we.ve been through a lot. Especially during our second last semester. I dont know why, but maybe its called friendship. Ada turun and naik. Ada pasang and surut dia (sedih tu bila terkenangkan hahaha). And, you are really someone who really look after your friend.. and susah nak terima duit orang. Hahaha sampai kena marah kalau nak bayar something kat you. Hehehe But, i know the situation when i'm in your place. So dont worry man, u are still my man! yang sensitive... deep inside sebenarnya, you are very sensitive, just like me.. itu sebab mungkin ada masa surut and tak surut. Hahaha sensitif vs sensitif. APa lar jawapan dia.. hahaha just hoping that you are success in everything you are doing. Go for it man with your ambitions, thats your dreams and i hope you can have that! Nanti senang sikit kitaorang. Hehehe Just stay the way you are. And THANKS for everything man. Really thanks. I dont if i just can thanks you with writing or words, but i means it. Thans again man.

Adik aka POPO

:) Huh. This guy is taugh man to say. What do i have to say bout you. I thought you are the most complicated guys in world lar. Hahaha serabut always. I can see in your face the keserabutan. Serius bro. Dari wajah dah nampak betapa serabutnya ko. Hahaha tak tau la pulak kalau aku sorang jer yang nampak kan?? tapi rasanya semua nampak kot. Hehehe we.ve been knowing each other since our study in KL. But that time, i can say, i dont know who you are. If someone ask me, whos hafizan or adik.. i cant even point my finger on you, but now... terbalik. And dulu, there are a lot of thought about you. Ko macam nie lar, ko itu lar. That because i dont know you. But know, i do know you. Kita pernah sebilik, kelas.. dont say.. group always. You are most different from wut do i picture you in my mind. Thats what people said, dont judge book by its cover. Entah lar, actually aku dah kehabisan idea pa nak tulis pasal ko. Hahaha but you are the most kind, sabar, relax guys i've ever known. Just teruskan. Itu something benda yang orang lain x ada. But dont always be kind, nanti orang ketuk. On certain occasions i think its ok. ANd also thanks a lot for everything. Sometime i do feel like i am bullying you.. kan ko POPO.. ala popo yang x bearapa comel nie.. hahaha but its you. Dont feel hard ha.. just its you! :) Hopefully teruskan cita-cita ko untuk jadi pendidik@lecturer.

Entah lar, actually i'm out of idea, but i think i need to publish something in this blog. For Raimi, Faizal, Daus and the rest, untuk keluaran yg akan dtg, i promise i will write bout you guys! I'm not really in the mood talking something like this, you know kind of sad, unhappy... juts make me feel brand new.. haha apa kena mengana.. so for this time, ini jer lar yg mampu aku ungkapkan. Till next, this is AUrafitra and out. Ciao

aurafitra

Facebook.

Salam,

Small entry jer rasanya kali nie. Tengah-tengah duduk checking my email and facebook, terbaca everything people post on their wall in facebook. The question is, DO WE HAVE TO POST EVERYTHING IN THAT WALL??? EVEN A SMALL MATTER???? ARE WE ADDICTED?? AM I ADDICTED? Itu lar rasanya yang membuatkan aku terfikir, memikir memerah otak di pagi hari mencari jawapan yang tak pasti. Adakah ini penangan mereka-mereka dalam melalaikan kita? Entah, aku tak ada jawapan nak jawab... Mungkin aku pun salah satu dari mereka yang ketagih, itu sebab aku tulis AM I ADDCITED? Bagi aku, yeah, mungkin aku sedikit ADDICTED, tapi jangan lar sampai perkara-perkara kecil pun nak di besarkan di sana. Orang kata cakap-cakap pandang-pandang lar kiri dan kanan, sekarang bukan setakat cakap, tulis pun kena pandang kiri dan kanan. Banyak pihak yang memerhati. Dan jangan sesekali melupakan otak dalam membuat kenyataan. Padah yang akan di terima. Itu yang membezakan kita dengan makhluk Tuhan yang lain. Otak. BUkan sekadar menggunakan jari jemari menaip entah apa saja yang kita rasa nak tulis dekat facebook tu. Yang membuatkan aku tak faham, perkara KECIL.. yeah SMALL kalau tak faham bahasa kita sendiri, perlu ker di tulis, di post di sana? Untuk apa? Mendapat perhatian? Even i dont know how to spell this pamplete pun menjadi isu? Aduhai, think lar, not just simply put everything into that wall. People laughing look at us like this. BUkan tak terbukti, lebih dari 4 jam mengadap facebook tu dah KETAGIH, ADDICTED! Think. Benda nie bukan saja-saja orang buat kajian, bukan saja-saja kosmo nak dedahkan, thats the reality we have to face now. Am i mad? Deeply. Sedih melihat mereka-mereka yang post something that is not necessary to post out there. I'm speaking for myself either here. Itu sebab latelt, i'm not posting something yang really tak perlu untuk di postkan. Pictures? Another story for me. We share the joy we have. But not perkataan yang entah apa-apa entah. Even aku rasa, picture pun tak perlu terlalu banyak nak letak. Entah lar, its easier said than done kan? Nanti tak pasal-pasal aku lak yang tulis small isu kat facebook. Tapi serasanya, so far tak ada lar..Tolonglar fikirkan, tak kan semua nak letak dalam FACEBOOK??? ADAKAH INI KERJA ORANG JAUH DI SANA? MELALAIKAN KITA? Think about it! BUkan nak tunjuk siapa bagus kat sini, cuma aku menyuarakan apa yang aku terfikir setelah BERFIKIR panjang. Dan yang pasti bukan di FB.

Ciao

aurafitra